trying

I'm trying to understand my purpose here. In Houston. At this time in my life. My eternal purpose. I am reading "A Purpose Driven Life" by Rick Warren. It goes through 40 chapters (you read only one a day) that help you find your purpose in life. It gives you a scripture and questions to ponder for that day. I have a friend who is reading it, so I decided it could do me some good, too. I am trying to see myself as Heavenly Father sees me. I am always---always---so dang hard on myself. I am never happy with myself- even if I am doing good things. It's so easy for me to see what I lack and how I do this and this wrong. I'm trying to change that habit. Baby steps.